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So last night i rearranged my room. i am trying to make all my baby stuff fit in my room in a neat way but it wont. i have rearranged my room like 20 times now and it is just not working. i guess i will have to deal with it. i just have so much stuff. i have went through my dressers and my closet and i went through my movies to try to make more room but nope nothing is working and it is making me mad. i really wish i had a bigger room. my mammaw still has more stuff for me at her house and i am having 2 more babyshowers so i really dont know what i am going to do.

12-11-2009.

Wow friday me and my boyfriend will be togther 2 whole years. that is crazy. we are prolly not going to get to do anything because we are both broke. and we dont have the money to be spending because we are going to have a baby soon. i am pretty excited thou. and this weekend is also our family christmas party hopefully i get off for it. i really want to go. i had to miss last year becasue i had to work. but i am pretty excited for the new year also. it is going to be a good one i will have my baby boy in Feb. and we will be graduating in may. it is just going to be a good year the only thing that is not going to be good is garrett is leaving for the air force i am pretty sad about that but it will be okay. we are hopefully going to get to move in togther. it is werid talking about the future because i feel like i should still be in elementary school not about to graduate. that is so werid.

Weekend.

This weekend was pretty fun. i was off for four days and i had my babyshower. it was lots of fun. i got a bunch of stuff. and i got to see all my family and the people that i never get to see anymore from working so much. i got so much stuff i have no idea what i am going to do with it all. i have rearranged my room so many times to try to fit everything and it just wont. but yah.
Today is the last day of cosmetology for the semester. we are taking are final then we are leaveing. i am pretty excited even thou i love it so much and also i am pretty excited that i get to go back. they kept telling me that i couldnt because i was going to miss so much but now i get to because they are going to work with me as long as i really try. and i will cause i love cosmetology school.

santa.

I have known for a while that santa wasnt real. i found out when i was very little cause all my brothers and sisters told me cause they were older. i was reall depressed i think i really dont even remember.i do love christmas time thou. i dont like decorating but i like it when things are decorated and when it is snowing and stuff outside. i love the winter time. but wen it stays winter for to long it starts to get annoying. but i really do love it. i wish it would snow. we sat up our christmas tree and all of our christmas stuff the other day it was okay. my mom only has like 200 singing santas and it is so annoying in our house.