graduation.

Graduation is coming up. and i am so excited. we got our cap and grounds and we got invites i have to go get my dress and shoes for graduations. i am so happy we are going to be out of school and i will get to see ty alot more and spend time with him and garrett.

prom

prom is tomorrow. i have been freaking out. i am so excited about it. but garrett on the other hand does not care. and it is really making me mad. i swear that boy dont care about anyone but himself. he is making me so mad. but on the other hand i have to go get my hair done at 11 i am going to my mamaws in hancock county then i am taking pictures with kels and garrett and logan at 5 then out to eat at 630. then prom at 9 and i have to go by my work. ohh my it is going to be a busy day

Tyler.

So Ty has been sick and we took him to the doctor and we had to start giving him breathing treatments it was werid but after a while i got use to it. the machine was a penguin and the case was an igloo. there was a pacifier breatheing treatmeant so that helped alot. we took him back and they said we didnt have to give them to him anymore

When i am stressed....

i just go off on anyone that talks to me. i also cry alot and i get very aggervated with everything. i am always stressed. i guess going to school working 40 hours a week and having a baby can do that to you. i have been really stressed latly though cause ty has been sick and it makes me not be able to sleep and its just not fun beeing tired all the time.

Fridayyyy!

I love fridays. i am off today and i get to spend the day with my favorite two people in the whole world Ty and garrett. i am so excited. i have to buy my brothers birthday present today because his birthday is next week and i dont get paid before it. i am so excited about the rest of my day. i am going to go get ty at the babysitter and then go get his present then maybe go to see about tux's for prom for garrett! wooohoooo i love fridays!

Things i want to do in my life.

1. Go to college.
2. Travel the world.
3. move away from owensboro.
4. Have another baby.
5. have a family.
6. live in a nice house.
7. Go on a mission trip to another country.
8. have a huge wedding.
9. Own my own hair salon.
10. Go on a family vaction with my family.

The First time i drove.

The first time i drove was when i was like 11 and i was driving my moms car and i was driving around the yard and i wrecked into a tree. i was so scared but my mom didnt say anything because it didnt hurt the car. i was crying and i didnt know what to do.

coolest technology.

The coolest piece of technology that i use or work with is my itouch. i love it. You can listen to music. you can get on the internet and you can play games and download stuff. i also love my cellphone. it is a wonderful piece of technology i love it very much and i dont know what i would do without it.

something that is special to mee.

something that is very special to me is my son. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love him to death and i dont know what i would do without him. he is my world. he is an amazing little thing.

if i could be anyone else i would be...

bill gates. because he is rich and if i was him i would never have to work again. and i could live in a nice house and have everyhting i want.

3/2/2010.

Ty was suppose to get surcumsized the other day but they couldnt do it because they said he was to little and they wanted to be able to check and make sure nothing was wrong so we have to go to louisville on the 26th and i am not very happy. they are going to have to put him to sleep and i really dont want them too. i am very nervous and scaredd.

The color Blueee!

I think if you could taste the color blue i think it would taste like cotton candy. And i also think that it would taste like the blue air head. that is what i think about when i think that if i oculd taste the color blue. i also think it would taste like something fruity.

cosmetology school.

So i had to quit cosmetology school cause i missed to much when i had ty cause i was in the hospital so long. i went and seen my teacher from there the other day so she could see tyler. and she tried to get me to come back so i dont have to start all over again. and she said i could come back after octcs spring break but i would have to pay for it. but i am not going to because i really dont want to not ever get to see ty when he is so little. so i am just going to go back next year.

My late baby shower.

So today was our late babyshower. it was pretty fun. we got a pack in play. and some other things. we had cake and a bunch of garretts family over. his mom made a cake and it was blue with little ducks on it. it was cute. they were just now giving me a babyshower cause i had ty so early and they was going to have it before feb. 13th but i had him way before then.

Workk.

So work has been the worse it ever has been. i hate it so much. all they care about is how fast we do everything. it makes me so mad. we have a new manger and she is the biggest butthole ever. i can not stand her. gosh she complains about everything. it is just mcdonalds. i dont know why they take it so serious. ughh i hate it there. i havent been work that much since im not on the schedule yet but i have been working. Ty has been sick and he has to have surgrey tuesday so i am not working this week.

-Ty is sickk. :(

Ty has a head cold. Ughh i hate it so much. he cant sleep and he cant hardly breath. we went to the doctor yesterday and they sent us to the hospital to get chest xrays and blood work. they said the chest xrays look fine. I hope it is just a head cold and nothing worse. He is so sick. i hate it so much.

back to school.

So i finally went back to school and it has not been that great. I have already had a ton of homework and i am still so behind it isnt even funny. i hate missing so much school. But i will get caught back up. Now i have school work a baby and extra work to get caught up in at school. i am not having a very good time. i am just glad i came back to school when i did so i didnt get farther behind.

You know what i mean?/ Youbought that for me?

My mom has this very big problem saying "you know what i mean?" I hate that so much. Every time she talks she says "you know i mean?" everytime i call her she says it and everytime she talks she says it. It is just so annoying. Ughhh it makes me so mad.

My brother always says "you bought that for me?" anytime i have food that is what he says. it also makes me so mad. I hate it when people say things over and over again. ugh i hate it.

Ugly Words.

I think that alot of words are ugly. One word that i think is ugly is suck i just dont like it. another word that i dont like at all is poop. i just think poop is such a nasty word. another word that i think is ugly is puke. i think pukeing is just nasty. so i really dont like hearing the word. another word that is ugly is boob. i just think that is a werid and nasty word. another word that is ugly in my opinion is blood. i just dont like blood and i dont like the word. another word that is ugly is dirherra. That word is just gross. magets is another gross word. munure i think is another ugly word. Guts is another nasty word. corps is another ugly word because i dont like dead boodies. Scabs are gross, another is farts i think those words are just gross.

10 bad ideas

1. standing in a lake talking on the phone.
2. going on a airplane when you are scared of heights.
3. going on a cooking show when you dont know how to cook.
4. Wiring a electric outlet when you arent a electrician.
5. Having surgry and not telling them you are allergic to iodine.
6. Not wanting to get pulled over but yet you are speeding.
7. Trying out for basketball when you dont know how to play.
8. buying a dog when you are allergic to dogs.
9. going to college to be an english teacher when you hate english.
10. reading a book when you dont know how to read.

-bordem.

I am so bored sitting at home. i hate being on bed rest. i am not suppose to do anything because of my blood pressure and were i had surgry. i am pretty bored all day. Ty sleeps and there is nothing to do and i am trying to loose weight but it is kinda hard when all i can do is sit at home. i have lost over 20 pounds i am pretty happy about that. but other then that my life is boring as of right now.

i hate missing school.

It is horrible missing school. i am so behind and i cannot stand it. i like to no everything that is going on. and i like to be explained what to do. and you just dont get that when you are on home bound. hopefully i will get to come back after my doctors appt in 4 weeks. i really dont like missing but i have to due to the fact i had to have a C-section.

Tyler Anthony Fortner.

Wow. this little boy has changed my life. i love him so much. it is pretty hard being this young and taking care of a baby but he is great. I have cried to sleep cause i have been so stressed out but i dont know what i would do without him. i love him. he is the greatest thing in my life. he is a very good baby. He only is fussy when he is hungry. but i love him so much.

-hospital.

I hate the hospital with a passion. i was in there for 6 days straight and it was horrible. My blood pressure was really high so i had to stay in the hospital it is pretty bad when ty was ready to come home before i was. so i went in the hospital at 12noon on monday and didnt get out till 6 at night on saturday. Ty is great. he weighed 5 Ibs and 6ozs. when he was born he was born on Tuesday jan. 16th at 7:39 in the morning. i had to have a C-section due to my blood pressure ty was almost a month early but he is prefectly fine. i love him to death.

12 months to come.

I have alot of major things that are going to happen to me in the year to come. I am very excited yet very nervous. I will be turning 18 on friday. I am pretty excited about that. And in Febuary i will have my baby boy. i am very excited and nervous about that. And in may we will be graduating. and i am exciting about completeing my first year of cosmetology at octc. that means next semester when i go back i will be able to cut hair. i am so excited. me and my boyfriend have started talking about what is going to happen with us after graduation. and i am excited to see where that goes. so the next 12 months for me will be tiring and very exciting. i just cannot wait to see where my life takes me. :)

Superstitions.

I do not really believe in superstitions. i guess if something happened to me and i thought it was because of a superstition then i would kind of be freaked out by them. but nothing has ever happened to me. i think that so of them are pretty dumb. like friday the 13th and breaking a mirror. i am pretty sure nothing has happened to me on friday the 13th and i am pretty sure i have broken a mirror and nothing has happened to me. i know i have walked under a ladder and nothing happened then either. so i am not really into the whole superstitions thing. some people i think have reasons to beleive in superstitions like something happened to them and they thought it was a superstition but not me.

2010-

Wow. 2009 is over. It was a good year. alot of things have changed in my like. i have lost alot of friends and gained alot too. I really liked the year 2009 but i think 2010 will be a much better year. i am going to have my baby. he will be here in less then a month. i am pretty excited. me and garrett have been doing really good. are two year anniversary was in december. and i have been working alot trying to save my money. i really hope the year 2010 is going to be a good one.