You know what i mean?/ Youbought that for me?

My mom has this very big problem saying "you know what i mean?" I hate that so much. Every time she talks she says "you know i mean?" everytime i call her she says it and everytime she talks she says it. It is just so annoying. Ughhh it makes me so mad.

My brother always says "you bought that for me?" anytime i have food that is what he says. it also makes me so mad. I hate it when people say things over and over again. ugh i hate it.

Ugly Words.

I think that alot of words are ugly. One word that i think is ugly is suck i just dont like it. another word that i dont like at all is poop. i just think poop is such a nasty word. another word that i think is ugly is puke. i think pukeing is just nasty. so i really dont like hearing the word. another word that is ugly is boob. i just think that is a werid and nasty word. another word that is ugly in my opinion is blood. i just dont like blood and i dont like the word. another word that is ugly is dirherra. That word is just gross. magets is another gross word. munure i think is another ugly word. Guts is another nasty word. corps is another ugly word because i dont like dead boodies. Scabs are gross, another is farts i think those words are just gross.

10 bad ideas

1. standing in a lake talking on the phone.
2. going on a airplane when you are scared of heights.
3. going on a cooking show when you dont know how to cook.
4. Wiring a electric outlet when you arent a electrician.
5. Having surgry and not telling them you are allergic to iodine.
6. Not wanting to get pulled over but yet you are speeding.
7. Trying out for basketball when you dont know how to play.
8. buying a dog when you are allergic to dogs.
9. going to college to be an english teacher when you hate english.
10. reading a book when you dont know how to read.

-bordem.

I am so bored sitting at home. i hate being on bed rest. i am not suppose to do anything because of my blood pressure and were i had surgry. i am pretty bored all day. Ty sleeps and there is nothing to do and i am trying to loose weight but it is kinda hard when all i can do is sit at home. i have lost over 20 pounds i am pretty happy about that. but other then that my life is boring as of right now.

i hate missing school.

It is horrible missing school. i am so behind and i cannot stand it. i like to no everything that is going on. and i like to be explained what to do. and you just dont get that when you are on home bound. hopefully i will get to come back after my doctors appt in 4 weeks. i really dont like missing but i have to due to the fact i had to have a C-section.

Tyler Anthony Fortner.

Wow. this little boy has changed my life. i love him so much. it is pretty hard being this young and taking care of a baby but he is great. I have cried to sleep cause i have been so stressed out but i dont know what i would do without him. i love him. he is the greatest thing in my life. he is a very good baby. He only is fussy when he is hungry. but i love him so much.

-hospital.

I hate the hospital with a passion. i was in there for 6 days straight and it was horrible. My blood pressure was really high so i had to stay in the hospital it is pretty bad when ty was ready to come home before i was. so i went in the hospital at 12noon on monday and didnt get out till 6 at night on saturday. Ty is great. he weighed 5 Ibs and 6ozs. when he was born he was born on Tuesday jan. 16th at 7:39 in the morning. i had to have a C-section due to my blood pressure ty was almost a month early but he is prefectly fine. i love him to death.

12 months to come.

I have alot of major things that are going to happen to me in the year to come. I am very excited yet very nervous. I will be turning 18 on friday. I am pretty excited about that. And in Febuary i will have my baby boy. i am very excited and nervous about that. And in may we will be graduating. and i am exciting about completeing my first year of cosmetology at octc. that means next semester when i go back i will be able to cut hair. i am so excited. me and my boyfriend have started talking about what is going to happen with us after graduation. and i am excited to see where that goes. so the next 12 months for me will be tiring and very exciting. i just cannot wait to see where my life takes me. :)

Superstitions.

I do not really believe in superstitions. i guess if something happened to me and i thought it was because of a superstition then i would kind of be freaked out by them. but nothing has ever happened to me. i think that so of them are pretty dumb. like friday the 13th and breaking a mirror. i am pretty sure nothing has happened to me on friday the 13th and i am pretty sure i have broken a mirror and nothing has happened to me. i know i have walked under a ladder and nothing happened then either. so i am not really into the whole superstitions thing. some people i think have reasons to beleive in superstitions like something happened to them and they thought it was a superstition but not me.

2010-

Wow. 2009 is over. It was a good year. alot of things have changed in my like. i have lost alot of friends and gained alot too. I really liked the year 2009 but i think 2010 will be a much better year. i am going to have my baby. he will be here in less then a month. i am pretty excited. me and garrett have been doing really good. are two year anniversary was in december. and i have been working alot trying to save my money. i really hope the year 2010 is going to be a good one.